WHAT SHOULD I?

What should I tell you?

I hope you read this? This letter

That I have written with faith

Without humor, but full of doubt.

Should I expect that you will read this?

Or will you throw it away,

Or put on top of the chair,

There forgotten, ignored?

What I should I write here?

That I love you? I’m not sure yet.

That I miss you? Maybe.

That I hope I fall for you?

I’m already halfway there.

But I’m trying so hard

Not to fall all the way.

What should I expect from you?

Flowers? Love letters?

Or your earnest words

Telling me not to write anymore?

Or maybe write you more?

How should I react?

Sometimes, I’m afraid I would

Care too much. You, too little.

What should I imagine?

You falling for me? Telling me.

But the cloud over me keeps

Reminding me that you have

Too much to care about me.

I do not doubt my worth.

I just doubt that you might

Not see it and not care at all.

The ink is drying quickly.

I continue writing like this,

I continue writing like this,

I continue writing like this,

I continue writing like this.

What should I expect from you?

Love me, as I almost love you?

#RM

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