I heard you've been crying
My condolences are late,
For I have made it my resolution to forget you.
And yet here I am again.
How are you?
Are you in pain?
Something endless and tragic,
Like my life has been after you ruined me
And came back again and again.
Do you sleep?
I skipped a month of friendly chats
Just so I can remove you from my earshot.
If not my memories.
It's still a project in process.
Did I fail?
Why do you look so gaunt
As if you've lost all soul and control?
I offer condolences,
But whom did you lose this time?
Was it love?
Unlike what you've said we've had--
Just friendship, you said.
A special relationship with privileges.
Though they were mostly for you.
So what now?
Here I am again, opening my abused heart
And overly burdened hands.
But why would you care about that?
If I can offer you refuge in this quicksand.
Come away with me?
#RM 22.02.11