I Have This Fear

I have this fear
Of falling for you
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Broken heart.
In pieces
You
Never cared
About.


I have this fear
Of loving you
Love
Love
Love
Love
Until my last
Breathe
Still you
Don't
Realize.

I'm Not Ready

It was almost like what I imagined it will be.
That night you knocked on my door,
Said your "Are you there?" and knocked some more.
My heart beating fast--almost like a heart attack.


Slowly, oh so slowly, I walked to the door
Almost turned the lock to let you in
With the best expression of joy I had.
Midway, I stopped. I'm not ready yet.