I Have This Fear

I have this fear
Of falling for you
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Broken heart.
In pieces
You
Never cared
About.


I have this fear
Of loving you
Love
Love
Love
Love
Until my last
Breathe
Still you
Don't
Realize.

WHAT SHOULD I?

What should I tell you?

I hope you read this? This letter

That I have written with faith

Without humor, but full of doubt.

Should I expect that you will read this?

Or will you throw it away,

Or put on top of the chair,

There forgotten, ignored?

What I should I write here?

That I love you? I’m not sure yet.

That I miss you? Maybe.

That I hope I fall for you?

I’m already halfway there.

But I’m trying so hard

Not to fall all the way.

Song: Heartless

Intro:
Do you know how much I hate you?

Verse 1:
You left me without goodbye
Not even a letter on the desk
A voicemail, or even a heartbreaking text
What a cruel girl you are
Leaving me hanging after all that's happened

Chorus
I didn't know you can be so heartless
You only take, refuse to give (oh, you do)
I didn't know a face like you could be so inhuman
You break dreams without remorse
And then you demand more
(You're so heartless, heartless)

Longing

I see you,

I always hear you,

When I turn on the radio

Hear your music

See you on the little screen.

I can almost feel you.

But you’re not here.

Thousands of miles away

I wait for your call

Which never came

It’s okay. It’s okay.

I understand,

I’ll love you just the same.

The Rape of a Confused Mind

It should have

Never
Happened.

And yet here
I am
Thinking and cherishing
The best.
The worst.
Everything.

Whirling inside
My head, today,
Aching and wanting.
Never ending falls.

I forget and
Forget and forget.
Yet,
I remember
Remember
Remember
Again.

It should have
Never
Happened again.

Again, endless falls
Of water
From within.
From wanting,
Aching, wretching
From within.

For never should have
Happened again.
Again.
Remember.

#RM

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Originally published online: 01.15.2009

Burn Those Bridges

Stop! Stop! Stop!
Save yourself and do not fall
For that sweet trap.
Run away and call backup
Get away from here
Quickly! Quickly!
The moment you stay,
You're gonna stay for life.

Dream My Little Dream

I touch your soft cheeks and smile

I remember all the times you made me happy

Just by being there, just by being so

Memories of yester years that feels

It was only yesterday

I run my fingers on your soft hair

Remembering all those times we cried

We fell together, and helped each other

All those tough years where we stumbled

But never lonely, no, not once.