I'm Not Ready

It was almost like what I imagined it will be.
That night you knocked on my door,
Said your "Are you there?" and knocked some more.
My heart beating fast--almost like a heart attack.


Slowly, oh so slowly, I walked to the door
Almost turned the lock to let you in
With the best expression of joy I had.
Midway, I stopped. I'm not ready yet.

Black and White

M:
Should I stay? Or should I go?
You pull me closer; you push me away.
I never did understand why we worry too much
About what the public would say.
Let me just hold you tight,
And they will go away.


W:
Should I keep you with me?
Or should I set you free?
It hurts when we're apart, but
It hurts when we are together.
They try to tear us apart,
Yet we try to  hold on--hold on.

In My Fantasy

Late at night, I see you walking to me
Into my stretched out arms, waiting for you
For your body to be next to mine,
Your heart beating faster, faster, faster.
Then the wind blows and you're gone.


Like nails slowly embedding in my heart
It hurts me so bad that you are far away
I can't hear your voice, hold your hand
Or sway you with the music of your song
Are you asleep right now? I need you.